the death of hope

i wish i never met you
i wish i never kissed you
and told you that i missed you

i wish i didn't write stupid poems
to try and convince you to be with me
i wish i wouldn't stop be your house just because i could

what are we doing here
you fuck with boy's mind
but why do you keep me around?

i wanted you
no, i can't even be in the same room with you
just go.